Ahh.. tuesday morning, the sun is actually shining and the birds are chirping.
Jaiden got dressed without screaming and Lachie is having a morning snooze, mums coming over to visit this arvo. Oh plus i have coffee!
Life is good.
I had a Reality Check last night which involved bawling my eyes out infront of the television (brothers&sisters - the one where the baby died).
I have been an emotional wreck of late, i dont know whats causing it - i cry at the TV on a regular basis (including the world vision Ad's) which is not really somthing i do.
But now all those bad things that happen on TV are alot closer to home and alot more familier all of a sudden.
With my new found blog/forum lifestyle... Im exposed to a whole new world of people that i care about and given the situation with Jaiden many of my new 'friends' have kids that have got serious medical problems. These kids have been to hell and back through their short little lives. I admire the strength and courage of their parents - who never, ever give up hope, even under the worst of circumstances.
The problems i have are so minor by comparison that i feel ridiculous for worrying over them and writing about them, yet everytime i do, i am only met with love and support, even from those who have it so much worse.
I have three healthy little boys, a loving husband and supportive family. Everything else is a bonus. So i now vow to spend more time focusing on the good things, less time on the bad things - and do what counts, give my kids the best life i can.